Holding your truest expression and your light without collapsing
The spiritual stamina to become unshakable
I like to think of myself as a devotee of my inner knowing. And some days it is easier said than done.
I want to share with you a story of how I was invited to surrender to that inner knowing in real time just a few days ago.
As you may know, this Wednesday Nov 5th I facilitated the workshop: the alchemy of self abandonment.
A few hours before the workshop, as I was reviewing the material I had prepared for the workshop, I felt the clear inner knowing that a part two was needed.
I did not like hearing that. You know, a part of me immediately saw that committing to a part two was way more work that I was putting on my own plate. You know, I just wanted to be done after that first workshop. So I disregarded that voice and I went ahead with my day.
Halfway through the workshop, I started noticing how the group I had with me live that day was shifting, in a positive way.
And then another voice within me came up. It sounded more like a rationalization. An excuse if you wish…
“See, we don’t really need a part 2. This is enough. Just chill out. Let it be a one and done experience.”
Honestly I was compelled by that idea. After all I was satisfied with the feedback I was receiving from the participants.
Here is just some of what they shared with me:
I was telling myself: “well this is more than good enough. Let it be and just close the experience.”
And then I heard the same voice that came up earlier that day. And this time it was LOUD. And it was live.
“You know the experience needs a part 2. If you don’t honor this knowing then you are not practicing what you preach.”
And then I was like “Fuck”. Please don’t forgive my French.
I knew that if I didn’t commit right there to the group I had in front of me, I would’ve talked myself out of this right after I closed the call.
It’s almost as if my intuition was saying: are you going to walk the talk?
So I announced to the live audience that we would have a Live PART 2. This Sunday Nov 9th.
That commitment was me practicing being a devotee of my light in real time. It was me practicing embodying imperfectly what I was teaching on that very call.
Hearing your inner knowing in one thing. Honoring it is a different ball game. Holding your truth and your light without collapsing, especially when it is inconvenient, is where the true work is.
Holding your truest expression and your light without collapsing
I want to invite you to join me this Sunday for Part 2 of the workshop Alchemy of self abandonment.
**PS: if you already signed up for the first part, there is no extra charge for this part 2. Consider it as a token of appreciation for committing to this work.
If you haven’t joined us yet, this is your sign to lean in. Know that you don’t need to be “caught up” on part one, to fully receive from part 2. The work meets you exactly where you are, and when you sign up for part two, you get immediate access to the replay of part one, all for the same price.
What we will cover in part 2
Strengthening the spiritual and emotional stamina needed to stay rooted in your truth when expansion feels threatening
Dissolving the survival reflexes that activate when you begin to rise: collapse, shrinking, self-censorship, and visibility withdrawal
Repatterning your nervous system to hold more visibility, more expression, and more power without interpreting it as danger
Breaking shadow vows that keep you small, such as “If I shine, I will lose people” or “If I speak my truth, I’ll be rejected”
A guided somatic and shamanic-style journey to embody your light without collapse, contraction, or self-abandonment
Practical methods to stay in your body and your voice during moments of visibility, confrontation, or emotional charge
I am looking forward to connecting with you and shifting LIVE.
In gratitude and reverence,
Xavier
