Stuck between insight and embodiment? How to move forward.
The counterintuitive way to reclaim flow and momentum in your life.
I’ve been writing a whole lot lately about truth. I think your relationship to it is arguably one of the most important in your life.
The reason for that is because it is increasingly clear to me that one of the reasons why we don’t transform is because of an unhealthy relationship to truth.
In fact most people I know dread the sobering embrace of truth. Even some of the most devout spiritual seekers.
The reality is that truth often acts like a wrecking ball at first before it shows you a more appropriate template.
Would you agree?
Because of that we often resist the downward journey of truth where it moves deeper into our bodies, because deep down we know it will inevitably change us.
This causes a form of paralysis where we can get stuck in the space between insight and embodiment.
There are very few things more painful than feeling stuck in-between area.
I call it being half-awake.
One foot in the world you’ve outgrown, One foot in the world you claim you’re desiring. I dive deep into how to resolve that inner fragmentation in this video here. And I promise you it’s worth your time.
But before you click play, you might want to keep reading for more context. That too is worth your time.
Most spiritual seekers have seen through the illusions that once kept them asleep. But awareness isn’t the same as living.
The problem is, that space of being half awake often amplifies an inner divide that has yet to be resolved.
A part of you deeply craves the power that comes with embracing the highest truth, but another part of you is still attached to the shadow benefits that come from rejecting it.
Every time I work with someone who experiences any form of resistance towards their higher knowing, this is something we've been able to clearly identify. And when deeper resolution is achieved, transformation immediately happens.
Here is the deal…
Some truths require more than your surrender. They demand your total submission. The total submission of your ego. Think about it like losing a spiritual jiu-jitsu match with your soul.
Resolving the war between the part of you that craves safety in the familiar and the part of you that’s begging to live aligned with what you know.
One of the greatest skills you’ll ever develop, is the ability to reconcile parts of you that look in different directions.
Parts of you that seem to have conflicting interests.
That is at the core of why we don’t shift and evolve as swiftly or gracefully as we could.
That is the core of integration.
It is the skill that has made the greatest difference in my life.
No spiritual platitude can bridge the gap. The most sustainable way forward that I’ve seen when you are in that challenging liminal space is through integration.
It unlocks your capacity to let your heart lead and to feel aliveness that was only elusive a while ago. It liberates you from the grip of self sabotage. Beyond everything, it restores your trust in yourself.
That’s why I am inviting you to join INTEGRATE.
It’s not a course to consume. It’s a living container for people ready to step fully into coherence and to lead, love and serve from the heart… not their fears.
It’s a four-month immersive journey where we explore the exact process I’ve been speaking about here:
Learning the technology of integration
Dissolving the inner splits that keep you stuck
Microdosing truth in a way that feels embodied, not overwhelming
Reclaiming and unleashing the repressed power that already lives within you
It’s for those who are tired of intellectualizing their healing and transformation and who are ready to make it cellular… and I mean that quite literally.
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In gratitude and reverence,
— Xavier
Such a rapturous piece on a cornerstone of how to go vertical on our timelines. My biology has been reconstituted from the dissonance by peering thru the telescope of what ‘listening in silence’ has in-sighted my whole being into a vessel of deep safe confident self expression where I was hiding forever by the self induced script of mirroring paradigms that only widened the dissonance. Wanting truth set me on my path and the dance ensued … until I needed to ask for the invisible help to take the 1 st step into the unknown and create rel’t w/ it . Everything is waiting for me . Sleep and rituals and rest and desire allow my deepest listening part of me to HEAR my truth of what’s showing up in this moment as what’s my truth . 🌊ðŸŒ