Oh my god, this describes what I am going through so exactly. Even the part around building something and overthinking it. And yes, I too don't feel the dust has settled. It's like I opened a new door, and now everything from the old door doesn't quite fit anymore, but the energy of the new door is still totally fuzzy. .... the fuel analogy is so right on. Yes, letting them see me there in the fuzziness. THANK YOU as always you just pinpoint it, Xavier... even in the madness. Sending so much gratitude 💜
This resonated so strongly: "Sometimes the “mad” one isn’t the person falling apart. It’s the person who’s stopped pretending the old structure still holds." Its so important to keep going even as we have no idea what we are building - as the old structures fall around us. Thank you Xavier.
The timeliness + resonance of this piece brings tears to my eyes ~thank you for showing up to the craft, for channeling your divine madness thru with these nods and noticings 🙏💓 I feel less alone + more empowered in my own realms of madness from reading this ✨️
Look who leveled up when I didn’t think it was possible!👏🏼 You have a voice that resonates at a level so deeply - ty! It’s like finding clarity in the noise and posturing. I’m excited to get moving more publicly now. You’ve helped me so much throughout the years!
You put in words what I and many others are feeling right now and have now words for. Thank you so much for paving this new ground with this vulnerable piece! That is all we can do: take steps into the unknown, leaving the stable ground behind and describing and sharing what we experience there, what it fuels us with and how we can find common ground. None of us knows exactly what’s coming but we can all be co-creators using our divine madness to create something that hasn’t existed yet. Thank you for this reminder and invitation to be “mad” :)
I love this, Xavier. And I definitely am feeling what you are feeling. I witness it as I release my old identities while feeling unsure of what’s around the corner. I also witness it as I find my voice and my writing completely unsure if anyone wants to listen.
Let’s find the beauty in this diving madness. Thank you for speaking for many of us collectively.
Spot on! Thank you so much for articulating this so beautifully! This is Saturn (the old form focused structures and paradigm) burning in Aries where it falls. Right next to Neptune also in Aries initiating a new cycle! Very much feeling this way!! Love your energy here! 🙏🏼
Xavier, your writing here is so beautiful and on point. I wish I had this in a book format, to return to again and again. So much richness and depth. And your timing is exquisite. I wish for more people to see this powerful message. Thank you for sharing and shining as a beacon! ✨💕🙏💕✨
This really resonates. I’ve been thinking about that space as less of a collapse and more of a reorganization you can’t see yet. It feels like no ground, but something is quietly forming underneath.
Thank you for this, Xavier. In some ways it's like the old days of trying to watch HBO when you didn't pay for it through your cable provider. Grateful for you sharing your madness with the world. Continued love brother.
Oh my god, this describes what I am going through so exactly. Even the part around building something and overthinking it. And yes, I too don't feel the dust has settled. It's like I opened a new door, and now everything from the old door doesn't quite fit anymore, but the energy of the new door is still totally fuzzy. .... the fuel analogy is so right on. Yes, letting them see me there in the fuzziness. THANK YOU as always you just pinpoint it, Xavier... even in the madness. Sending so much gratitude 💜
Glad to see this one speaks to you Bonnie. Thank you for reading
This resonated so strongly: "Sometimes the “mad” one isn’t the person falling apart. It’s the person who’s stopped pretending the old structure still holds." Its so important to keep going even as we have no idea what we are building - as the old structures fall around us. Thank you Xavier.
You are welcome. THank you for reading.
The timeliness + resonance of this piece brings tears to my eyes ~thank you for showing up to the craft, for channeling your divine madness thru with these nods and noticings 🙏💓 I feel less alone + more empowered in my own realms of madness from reading this ✨️
I appreciate you. Thank you for being here
Look who leveled up when I didn’t think it was possible!👏🏼 You have a voice that resonates at a level so deeply - ty! It’s like finding clarity in the noise and posturing. I’m excited to get moving more publicly now. You’ve helped me so much throughout the years!
Thank you for these kind words Terri. Thank you for reading
You put in words what I and many others are feeling right now and have now words for. Thank you so much for paving this new ground with this vulnerable piece! That is all we can do: take steps into the unknown, leaving the stable ground behind and describing and sharing what we experience there, what it fuels us with and how we can find common ground. None of us knows exactly what’s coming but we can all be co-creators using our divine madness to create something that hasn’t existed yet. Thank you for this reminder and invitation to be “mad” :)
I am glad the invitation speaks to you. Thank you for reading
I love this, Xavier. And I definitely am feeling what you are feeling. I witness it as I release my old identities while feeling unsure of what’s around the corner. I also witness it as I find my voice and my writing completely unsure if anyone wants to listen.
Let’s find the beauty in this diving madness. Thank you for speaking for many of us collectively.
I see you
Spot on! Thank you so much for articulating this so beautifully! This is Saturn (the old form focused structures and paradigm) burning in Aries where it falls. Right next to Neptune also in Aries initiating a new cycle! Very much feeling this way!! Love your energy here! 🙏🏼
Much love to you. Thank you for being here
Xavier, your writing here is so beautiful and on point. I wish I had this in a book format, to return to again and again. So much richness and depth. And your timing is exquisite. I wish for more people to see this powerful message. Thank you for sharing and shining as a beacon! ✨💕🙏💕✨
We never know, this might inspire a new book :). Thank you for reading
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This is so good.
Thank you 🙏
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Validated, thank you. 😮💨
This really resonates. I’ve been thinking about that space as less of a collapse and more of a reorganization you can’t see yet. It feels like no ground, but something is quietly forming underneath.
Thank you for this, Xavier. In some ways it's like the old days of trying to watch HBO when you didn't pay for it through your cable provider. Grateful for you sharing your madness with the world. Continued love brother.
Your words keep me coming back to these online spaces. Your perspectives breathe Life into my weary Soul. You are So appreciated for your Light.🕯️