The part of surrender no one prepares you for...

Emotional capacity, inner coherence, and becoming who you already know you are

Jan 18, 2026

I think surrender is one of the most misunderstood processes ever.

Most people I meet and work with, romanticize what surrender is. And because of that, they have a hard time fully embracing it.

I think the common misconception is that surrender is a romantic process filled with grace and beauty where you merge with the divine or the vision you have been pursuing for a while.

While I admit that there is certainly a dimension of surrender that feels like blissful abandon to the truth you’ve already known on some level… Surrender is also one of the most brutal processes I’ve ever been through.

Can you relate?

Surrender is not romantic

If you’ve been reading my work for a while, you know I am a big fan of telling it like it is. Maybe a little too much…

I prefer the brutal truth, so that my system can acclimate to what transformation truly needs, instead of spiritual candy that does not create lasting change.

What is that brutal truth when it comes to surrender?

It is far from being romantic. At the very least at the level of the human self.

Think of it this way…

Surrendering to a vision, a calling, your next level of service, who you know you need to become, an upgrade life is inviting you to embrace…

All of that is a process of identity annihilation.

An identity upgrade and an identity annihilation, are two sides of the same coin. The coin is surrender.

If there is something that the ego fights to the death to avoid, it is an identity annihilation.

I find it ironically funny. The human psyche is willing to fight to death to avoid the death of an identity… Am I the only one who finds it funny?

The question is are you willing to deliberately take yourself through that process?

What actually needs to die within yourself so that you may be truly unleashed?

Is that a question you are even willing to answer truthfully?

And then, what are you willing to do with the answer? Is that something you will act on, or is it something that will just live somewhere in the back of your psyche?

This is the edge where the work I do is often inviting me to hold people. And when they embrace the process, transformation is radical.

This is also something pivotal we address in my upcoming Unleashed challenge, a 3-day challenge to clear the hidden forces that stall your momentum and self expression.

Upgrading your emotional capacity

One thing that has always bothered me with some spiritual teachers I’ve had in the past is when they will tell me “just surrender.”

A part of me always thought: “what the fuck are you talking about”?

Don’t get me wrong, I understood the invitation. It just landed in my body as dismissive.

The aspect I felt was often overlooked, was the work of emotional maturation needed to “just surrender”.

This is a kind of suffering I’ve known too well and that I see often with the spiritual seekers I work with.

One of the deepest forms of suffering most spiritual seekers experience, is that they have profound insights, but they haven’t built the emotional capacity to act on them and embody them.

Surrendering to who you know your soul is inviting you to be, will require that you face full on the pain that still lives in your body, that you are projecting onto the unknown.

The fears you know surrendering will force you to face.

People often think surrender is about faith.

But psychologically, surrender is about emotional containment and capacity.

You cannot surrender into the unknown if your emotional system:

Cannot tolerate grief
Cannot stay present with fear
Cannot metabolize disappointment
Cannot survive the loss of certainty

What we project onto “the unknown” is unresolved pain from the past.

So surrender requires us to:

Expand our capacity to feel without shutting down the heart
Stay with sensations in the body without creating rationales to escape them
Let emotions move through you without turning them into identity

This is why surrender often feels like regression before it feels like expansion.

Emotionally, you are asked to become bigger than the feelings you once avoided.

That is the process of emotional maturation. It creates the emotional real estate needed to act on the truth you already know at the deepest level.

I don’t believe anyone escapes this process.

Surrender is not just about faith. It is a full body, emotional, psychological and spiritual event.

Some people are good at disregarding it, and I think it often backfires, because it is not embodied transformation.

But I think people who have developed a great degree of awareness, are way too conscious of what it demands to ignore that step. Can you relate?

This is usually the place where many people freeze. And this is why addressing this is an important part of the Unleashed challenge that starts in just about 3 days. If what I am sharing here resonates with you, you definitely want to check out Unleashed.

Resolving your internal splits

Another aspect of surrender that is very much overlooked, is resolving the internal splits within yourself.

The reality is that you have many needs. Some of them appear to be competing at times.

You are an ecosystem of multiple aspects with different desires. And sometimes some of them hijack you in the dark.

Most people are fragmented like this:

One part wants truth
One part wants safety
One part wants belonging
One part wants expansion
One part wants to stay hidden

The list goes on. When these aspects are at war with each other, the outcome is that you feel stuck. As if your energy is split in too many directions.

When you find a way to reconcile these aspects of yourself, you truly get unleashed.

And this is the work we do in the Unleashed challenge.

Your personal invitation to the UNLEASHED Challenge

I created the UNLEASHED Challenge as a 3-day potent experience to work directly with this threshold.

Three days to:

clear emotional residue around expression
restore inner coherence where parts are still divided
reconnect with your voice in a grounded, embodied way

Rest assured, this isn’t about pushing yourself to be seen. It’s about restoring the inner conditions that make movement feel embodied and sustainable.

This challenge is the inner reset you need to create what is most meaningful to you in 2026 with the proper energetics.

The UNLEASHED Challenge begins soon, and it’s designed to meet you exactly where you are.

→ JOIN THE CHALLENGE HERE

In gratitude and reverence,

— Xavier